Manage my life

If you can manage your life, what will you do from now until death? I like to manage my life. It's not about being organized, but it's more like how to chase the dream. It may be come true and it may be not, but as long as I could, I will try to make this happen. And this is what I want if I can manage my life.

Age 19 : having my own successful business. maybe in online business.
Age 21 : finish university, get a job as architecture in a someone's company for a year.
Age 22 : go to USA for more education, whether it's about architecture or not. Then started building a life there.
Age 26 : get a very good job in USA, start making money.
Age 27 : bring my family to USA, and we all move there.
Age 30 : become a famous architecture, or if it's not I want to be a film producer / creative designer in a movie.
Age 35 : having my own company, small or big, whatever.
Age 36-die : working, enjoying life, working, enjoying life.


That's my life would be if I can arrange it. But the truth is, I can't do it. Sometimes there are some events that makes our plan doesn't work out. It's okay, because I don't have to live my life as what I wrote above. And why didn't I write about relationship or marriage or something about it? That's because I don't think that it's something that I should chase, but it's something that we have as a gift, to love and to be loved. It can't be managed, it can come and go anytime. So, the thing is I still don't have idea about it and I'm not gonna write about it. It's still a new thing for me and I just don't want to talk about it.